Waaaa. I am tired of not being pregnant. I just want to cry today. I sooo want to be in a family way with #4. Fred just got word he has to go to Seattle from Jan. 9th - Jan 20th. Sooo, unless I start my period by Dec. 20th we will most likely miss another shot at it. Unless that is AF waits until at least Jan. 7th - because then Fred will be back in time for the next O. Maybe this crankiness today is PMS? and I'll start in the next few days. I hope so.

CD 34 and nothing but a BFN sitll. Tomorrow I will be 21 DPO (IF I O'd on CD 14). However, IF I O'd later then that is another story. The zing, zing boobie pain was back yesterday. I have also been having pinching like pain in my real lower abdomin. We shall see.

Lord, please bless and increase our numbers.,
T.