Very very sad moments. I just checked in at the TTC another child board...another woman has just announced a pregnancy. I just burst into tears. I don't know that I can hang there now that they have made it a "having another child board"...I am now in the minority...still trying to conceive. Don't get me wrong. I am so glad this lady was able to conceive...she had to go through all of the trouble of IFV and all, and it was there last shot so to speak. But it doesn't keep the "why no me?" feelings at bay.
I think the worst of it is...while I am not moving on with my cycle...I am benched as trying to get pg. Then DH says last night, "you know, maybe we are only supposed to have 3". That cut...I know he didn't mean anything by it...but is was something I wasn't ready to hear.
Lord Please Bless us and increase our numbers!,
T.
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